The woman: I am avoiding you, and I am SO WILLING - so willing- to meet you
come out of the shadows and confront me for this cannot be kept in silence when the mind and heart continue to battle in thoughts
The shadow: who are you yelling at when they are standing right beside you- your plea is too loud and volume plays no role in bringing anything closer or nearer to you
The woman: then why are you so quiet?
The shadow: ( laughs), i am neither quiet or loud, I'm silence and in this space resides everything
The woman: then how can I confront you? speak up
The shadow: relax- thats all
The woman: I want to though it seems until we have met and merged then I wont be able to
The shadow: no, its when you make peace between your self and your body then I come in, for I require a comfortable and harmonious space to enter otherwise the madness that prevails will be beyond your ability to cope with . Its the only way to be whole, the shadow is your power and totality, though it requires a very stable mind to enter, and you cannot relax, so I cannot enter
The woman: then how can i relax?
The shadow: come back to your heart- breathe- forgive each time you forget to be relaxed. remember , forgive and be grateful that you are aware, that is all. The intention each morning to have a rich day of love and ease. Wake up with the sun in gratitude, the world needs you to, if you don't who else will?
The woman: what about the moon, the darkness?
The shadow: there is nothing to know. when rested everything comes to you and this madness of ambition and more knowing can stop. Its so tiring. The world has exaughsted itself, and that is part of the divine plan. Only then can deep regeneration happen. You are beginning to realize this and this seed you carry is all you have. Other than that you are nothing and will never joy.
The woman: it all makes so much sense, and then I feel the lack. of money, of time, of resources, of fun
The shadow: You keep saying it then so it will be. silly woman, and beautiful soul. You don't need anything really. other than breath, food, shelter and love. You have all and yet you cant relax for your pride is too big to carry you
The woman: my pride? how do i let that go, and be humble ?
The shadow? you cant let it go. its inherently a part of your being. Learn to embrace your pride and allow it to serve your evolution and your happiness, by loving your pride in a healthy manner
The woman: I feel I have lost everything, everything that is desired is so far, i keep finding and creating reasons t o be unhappy……
The shadow: yes you do that. you are infected with a syndrome called…. lack of fulfilled desires which is just an illusion….. your illusion of lack takes you away from the real joy that the present moment brings. The game of mirrors. Behind it all is simply Love.